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Sunday, March 24th, 2002
10:04 am	The Cast Party WOW, the cast party was SOOOOOO much fun!!!! I am soo happy i got to meet Stephy and Dana, That was great!! Then this morning/night with he hole truth or dare thing, that was great, i felt really connected with people, and i really felt like sharing which is a HUGE surprise with me, cause i like never want to share anything. Then this morning morning, that was great, up in the attic, just talking, i loved that, and i just feel sooooo bonded to people now, which is exactly what i needed!!! i lov all of you!!!! Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 18th, 2001
8:16 pm	so life sucks, yeah, so is it just me or have people been advising me like they used to do to Libby? am i annoying? tell me if i am!! and tell me if my hair looks like crap, or at least tell me to take out the stupid thing out of my hair, instead of just saying "oh it looks like Katina hair"!!! do i have any "true friends" out there?!?!? hello!!!! sorry, im going off, and i'll be "ok" again tomorrow, i'll always be "ok" again tomorrow. (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 20th, 2001
8:39 am	HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIM!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's another year, another chance to live, to make mistakes, or to fix them, to learn from experiences, or repeat them, i wish you the best of luck with this wonderful next year of your life!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 16th, 2001
4:18 pm	"Silliness is defined as a human condition where the brain is causing the mouth to smile and in turn makes the heart burst." (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 11th, 2001
6:48 am	have you ever felt as though you've been living in a dream, and suddenly something woke you up, and nothing is the same? well i mean it is the same just different, like im still friends with all the same people, they just seem to be different people, by the way they act, and how they respond to stuff. of course i think were all a little deferent lately. so yeah, i'll talk to ya later. (Comment on this)
Monday, October 1st, 2001
4:31 pm	9-27-01 last night there were a bunch (like 10) elderly people that came to the restaurant, the ordered 3 pizzas and LOTS of drinks. they all sat around one big table and talked, i didn?t hear what they were saying, but it sounded like they were having lots of fun. and i just thought to my self ?i hope that's us in 30 or 40 years, i hope we can all get together and still have a good time once we?re older, and who knows, maybe we?ll even remmber some of the old jokes like ?if you were stranded ....? and you know what some where deep down in my heart i know it?s true, in 30 or 40 years im sure we?ll still be kicking (we?re all too stubborn to die young) and im sure we will all be able to get along and forget the petty disagreements and differences of high school. i can't wait to see you then! Lov ya?ll!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 27th, 2001
7:04 am	i feel like the fool, but i know i broght it on me, and i know i "whished" it around, i predicted it, and now i "wish" it away. im so sorry for any hurt i caused, i am not mad at anyone right now, i promise!! (Comment on this)
7:04 am	9-26-01 oh, i am in such confusion and such pain, my words have come back to haunt me, and i dont know which ones are worse, i dont know what is reality or what is my "land" i cant tell anymore, i dont want to tell any more, ive hurt so many people im such an ugly person because of how much pain ive caused! im so sorry, for everything, i wish it all away, im sorry for everything, but my wishes will never do, im so sorry for everything, i wish to go away, to leave you to heal, but my wishes never come true. 9-25-01 i have a new journal, sort along Heathers lines, ill be keeping this one, but using it less, of course some of you may be offend by my other journal, but the choice is yours, the new name is Kat4Chirst the choice is now in your hands i cannot tell you how the chose will effect and "us" that we might have now, because i do not know. i hope you have a good day!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
6:05 pm	The Flesh is tempted by sensuality; Gluttony clings to our senses; However appealing the Flesh is, It is still worth less than the heart of Jesus. The Demon sneaks expertly Tempting the honorably heart; He sets forth trickery amidst praise, song and dance, It is still worth less than the heart of Jesus, (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 19th, 2001
6:32 am	6:42 9-18-01 i haven't felt like my ?normal? self lately, and im really sorry if this ?different? self has hurt you. but i am so confused, is this ?different self? who i am or was my ?normal self? who i am, or maybe i don?t even know who i am yet, or perhaps i have known and just forgotten, oh i don?t know, but i am not my ?normal self? so if i saw or do something ?uncharacteristic of Katina? then im sorry and i don?t know why. perhaps if i just withdraw from ?all of this? i can figure it out, without hurting you worse. (Comment on this)
Monday, September 17th, 2001
8:53 pm	everyone seems to be not there normal self, sortof upset, and im sorry, i wish there was something i could say to cheer ya'll up!!! so i'll say the beast thing i can think of "i love you, i always have and always will!!" i hope ya'll can "feel better soon"!!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 16th, 2001
3:24 pm	miss ya!!! i just wanted to send out a message to all of my friends, i love ya'll (in that freind sorta way), and i am verry sorry i havn't had time for you much latly, but hopefull there will be a few changes soon, that will alowe me to be able to make more time for ya'll. oh and i want to wish the beast of luck to anyone tring out for the play, and im gonna do everyhitng i can to make it to see ya!!!! Current Mood: listless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:54 pm	"sucked by untamed heart condition" (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 12th, 2001
4:16 pm	this is only for one person, so don't take it the wrong way, it's only directed to one person, and so don't take it the wrong way. Poster child for the Christen single dumped on more than a bird house shingle tired of the some old crow she starts to mingle where she don't belong all of God's bachelors hanging in a bunch wolves in wool light beat 'em to the punch score another knockout barley bought her lunch what went wrong? oh lets talk about real life truth and consequences and coming to our senses and lie went beast un heard oh lets talk about real love truly propaganda are you really gonna stand for love that waits it's turn? i am the voice of the male agenda sensitive strong or shy i tend to act any way that would possibly send Ya send Ya Ya someplace we can be alone? your so sure im a would be Christen sucked by untamed heart condition love that feminine intuition yeah I've seen that movie too oh lets talk about real life truth and consequences and coming to our senses and lie went beast un heard oh lets talk about real love truly propaganda are you really gonna stand for love that waits it's turn? ok ok ok, so you got me figured out, im a sham, i never actually studied for the priesthood, lots of destructive relationships, and i know i don't deserve someone like you, it's just this purity about you, and i guess what im saying is I've never met a girl like you before, ohh, ouch, oh no, it's nothing, i think i need a massage, is it getting hot in hear? can i get your jacket? oh lets talk about real life truth and consequences and coming to our senses and lie went beast un heard oh lets talk about real love truly propaganda are you really gonna stand for love that waits it's turn? Current Mood: nervous (Comment on this)
8:55 am	why dose the entire wold feel like it is filled with hate? Current Mood: hopeful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 11th, 2001
5:07 pm	Lord Helps Us All!! (Comment on this)
5:05 pm	Lord Help us all!!! (Comment on this)
Monday, September 10th, 2001
6:19 pm	this is a poem written by one of my friend who lives in the south, and i thouhgt it described how i felt about all of my friends near and far. and if you read this journal, your mostlikly my friend!! Love is patient. Love is kind. Mine is forever, it's so divine. Love reaches out and touches souls. Mine will go farther than anyone knows. Love is around us. Love is near. Mine is the fullest when you are here. When love speaks it says wonderful things. When I think of you I have wonderful dreams. Love is far reaching. Love concurs all. I will always be here to catch, you if ever you fall. Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:22 am	would you belive me if i told you movie love can be scarrie? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 9th, 2001
12:41 pm	WOW, thanks guys!!!!! i know i have so many friends, and ya'll are so great!!! thank you!!!!! i miss ya'll so much, and i hate having to work so much so that i can't hang out with ya as much, i'll have to talk with ya later!!!!! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)